Happy 3rd Birthday Paislyn!

Happy birthday to the most beautiful little girl in the world! I can't believe my 5 lb 15 oz baby girl is 3 years old today! I am beyond blessed today as I look at my beautiful daughter. God has given ME the biggest gift today as I watch her play, talk, sing, run, dance and be the amazing little girl God has called her to be. I replay the countless days in the hospitals.... The "she won't survive this surgery" talks from doctors,  the tests, surgeries, etc.... And yet I smile because I look into those big beautiful brown eyes and I see the hands and feet of Jesus. I see what God has done in Paislyns life and am overwhelmed with gratitude. Each and every child is a gift and miracle and I'm so blessed to have been given Paislyn. She is more of a gift to me than she will ever know. I can't even type this without tears coming down my face .......... The other day when Paislyn was getting her chest x-ray a nurse asked Paislyn what she wanted to be when she grew up..  Paislyn very quickly said, " I want to be a doctor so I can fix kids." I looked down at my almost 3 year old and was amazed by that response.... God has given Paislyn such an outgoing and amazing heart, she loves everyone, she knows no strangers, everyone is her "best friend ", and she loves Jesus! Sometimes I wish I had a little more of Paislyn in me...When I was pregnant with pay I use to rub my belly everyday and ask God that she be healthy and whole..... I prayed that everyday, after learning of Paislyns heart condition, I went somewhere I should of and I asked God why? I prayed every single day she be healthy so why did she have to go through all this? Why did she have only half a heart? But I now know the answer..PAISLYN IS HEALTHY:) she's amazing, I prayed she would be healthy , I didn't pray she wouldn't go through trials, I actually sometimes look at Paislyn and can't believe all she has went through and just how amazing and healthy she really is :) ... The day my doctor laid that 5 lb 15 oz little girl on my chest I fell in love..... I didn't know the capacity of what that love would really be. Paislyn has had to be strong since the moment she was born. She is a fighter and spunky and had to be. I love every conversation we have, every kiss, every hug, every giggle, every learning experience,  her beautiful heart, smile, her big brown eyes, her little curls, her prayers, her songs, her cute little sayings, and her "pretty"on her chest! So my baby blessing turns 3 today.... She's not a baby anymore:) Paislyn Nicole thank you for letting me be your mommy! Thank you for challenging me each and everyday to be the Woman and mommy God has called me to be, thank you for changing my life and showing me just what it means to fully TRUST God! You are MY miracle and my baby girl forever and always! I love you so much Paislyn Nicole! Happy 3rd Birthday sweet girl.... I can't wait to see what God has in store for your life, I'm not sure I can even comprehend what a testimony you will have and what a blessing you are and will be to everyone you meet! I love you....... Let the Doc Mcstuffins birthday party begin ; )

Well today has been an amazing and overwhelming day for me. Last night I noticed Paislyn looking a little puffy again around her eyes and it started to make me very nervous. As you all know last time that happened she was life flighted to Michigan hours later. Well we took her to the doctor and they did a chest x ray and she does in fact have more fluid around her heart and lungs. The doctors are just going to double her doses of her diuretics to try and get the fluid off and then we will get another chest x ray on Thursday to make sure the fluid is coming off :) the last couple weeks have been interesting to say the least..... Paislyn had an ear infection, in which I PRAISED God.... Weird I know but I'm thankful for the "normal" doctor appointments, also Paislyn has still been VERY emotional and up and down .... It's hard and it makes me sad as her mommy because I want to "fix" whatever it is that is making her act that way. Yes , I know she is two, yes I know she is a girl, and yes I know she is spoiled..... However, the way she is acting is something beyond all of those circumstances. A lot has went on in her life here lately and I pray over her daily for peace. I'm ready for her to live her life and be her happy little self again.

Well in the midst of all those little trials I've had a little stress with some money issues ...... Again , it's just money and well it's very little compared to other issues in my life and everyone else's. Today I went to work and like any other day did what I had to do and went about my day. As I was getting ready to leave I was given an envelope........on the envelope it said Aubrey & Pay...... I looked in the envelope and saw LOTS of money. I immediately said I did not want the envelope and began to ask questions. Well the girls began to tell me that they had raised money for the 5k Team Paislyn walk they did. I tried to sit there and take it all in and I began to laugh so I wouldn't cry, because that's what I do ;) I was then given a stack of papers with lots and lots of names on them...... Well.... I lost it. I cried and cried. I was so overwhelmed.... I mean why in the world would all these people do this for Paislyn and I? Why did we deserve this? As I looked through this list of names I cried harder and harder.... The love and prayers we have received from All these people was amazing enough ... And now this? I still can't comprehend the amount of love we have been shown through this process. There really aren't words for how I feel inside. BLESSED..... That's what we are. We have been beyond blessed actually and if I could personally thank each and everyone of you I would. I am so thankful for each one of you for the money you have given, the prayers you have said, the hugs and words of encouragement, the texts and phone calls I've received. I can't tell you want you all mean to me. I do not deserve everything we have been given but I am so incredibly thankful to each and everyone of you! God has shown his face through all of you..... That money couldn't of came at a better time.... God knew when I needed it and again showed me to always TRUST in him :) so again thank you all for letting God work through each and everyone of you to BLESS US! We love you all so much!

"Give thanks no matter what happens. God wants you to thank him because you believe in Christ Jesus. " 1Thessalonians 5:18

"Thanks be to God for his indescribable gift! "      2 Corinthians 9:15

Oh the emotions........

Well we have been home and successfully STAYED home for 9 days now!!! Praise God! Paislyn went back to the cardiologist yesterday and they said she looked great! She got a chest x-ray and it was perfect... NO FLUID! That is such an answer to prayer and I am so thankful, God has watched over and protected Pay! However it has been a very emotion filled week for both Paislyn and I..... Paislyn has been very emotional.... She cries very easily and is so fearful to go to bed. She has been waking up screaming "no don't touch me" and other things in the middle of the night and it's breaking my heart. The last couple nights she fights and fights to go to bed because I am sure she is fearful of the unknown, she's been though so much. As many of you know my sweet little has never been a good sleeper.... I blame it on the numerous hospital stays, but who really knows. Ever since Paislyn was born she has gotten up at least 3 times a night..... It's been hard because her and I are both tired... I hate it for Paislyn because I know she needs and requires sleep, she's like a different little girl when she gets good sleep. But what I hate the most is to see how extremely emotion filled Paislyn is now..... The last couple nights have drained me both physically and emotionally..... As Pay wakes up screaming and crying..... I hold her and cry with her..... I lay my hands on her and ask God to fill her with the peace that only he can, I ask him to comfort her and reassure her she is safe and loved, I ask God to bless her each and everyday and show her his unfading love for her. But it's hard on a mommy..... I also ask the questions like "hasn't she been through enough?" "Why can't she at least sleep peacefully and not be scared?" But I know God has walked us carefully through each step of this process and has had each detail worked out to the good of Paislyn and I and I know he won't stop now. Paislyn freaked out going to the doctor yesterday..... She cried and pleaded with my mom and I that she didn't want any " Iv's or pokes or ouchies"...... Do you blame her? No.... But again it's hard to way as her mommy...... I want to take every fear or anxious thought she has from her, I want to take the pain she's received or remembered from her, I want to make sure she knows that she is safe and protected and most of all..... I want her to be filled with peace and be a beautiful fun little girl! I want her to run and play, sing and dance which she loves to do, I want to watch her learn new things, I want to see her grow to love and lean on God in all things :) Paislyns journey isn't over.... The hardest parts are over, but only God knows what's ahead for Paislyn. I have to remember that he loves Paislyn more than I do, which seems unimaginable. Sooo.... Being honest as Paislyns mommy the last weeks been hard..... At times it's been very overwhelming to know how to deal with all that Paislyn has inside of her.... Battling her emotions, her two year old fits ;), her fears and anxieties has been hard and frustrating for me at times. I also have a very spoiled little girl on my hands ....... Which I'm not complaining about because she deserves everything she's ever received, however I now need to find a balance for discipline because I love her .......of course there has been moments I've let her run the show because she's been in and put of hospitals and how do you get upset at a child with tubes coming out of their chest...... You don't....... So I guess right now I'm asking for more prayer... Please pray for Paislyn as she figures out all the emotions she has inside her and pray for Gods peace to invade her heart! Pray that she starts to sense the peace of being home and not having to go back to the hospital! Pray for guidance for this mommy as I try and continue to guide Paislyn to be the sweet and spunky little girl that God has called her to be. I know God has huge plans for Paislyn and I hope and pray God fills her heart with peace , love, and joy for the rest of her life! She's my world and I'm so thankful and blessed to be her mommy :)

I found this quote in my parenting devotional today and love what is says :)

"Our love grows soft if it is not strengthened by truth, and our truth grows hard if it is not softened by love." -- John Stott. 

"Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature body of him who is the head, that is, Christ. "      Ephesians 4:15

Home Sweet Home :)

It's that time .... Again .... We get to go HOME :) as WONDERFUL  as this hospital is and as WONDERFUL as every nurse is we are so ready to be home. I am so thankful for a hospital that is so amazing and everyone in it who loves my Paislyn. They will forever be in our hearts :) we have also made friends with families here from all around the world literally :) Paislyn has fallen in love with a little boy who is a year and a half old and his name is Mohomad, Paislyn however calls him "Ohamad" :) his family is from Lebanon and just his mommy is here in the states with him to figure out why his kidneys aren't working and he isn't growing properly. He is a precious , happy little boy and has a sweet mommy too whom I have enjoyed talking to and learning about her culture. People are here from all different religions, all walks of life..... But what brings us together is our precious little kids need to be healed :) please continue to pray from Mohomad and his family:) Also please kep praying for Jaedyn. We first met Jaedyn during Paislyns 2nd open heart surgery and Jaedyns 1st open heart surgery. Jaedyn just had her 3rd here last week and is in the ouchy stage :) She is a beautiful red haired spunky little girl , please continue to pray for her snd her family! Along with all of the friends we have met I honestly can't say enough of these nurses. I want to say thank you to everyone who is a nurse in any field, but it takes a special nurse to love on these children even in their very frustrating moments .... Examples ... Paislyn greeting them with "what are you doing in here?" Or " bye ma'am poo poo head" or " NOOOOO ( with a finger pointed in their face). " they just love her even more lol.... I am SO THANKFUL!!!
I don't even know how to begin to thank EVERYONE who has bought or sent Paislyn gifts, given us money, gift cards, love and encouragement, prayers, hugs, cards, food, and who have truly LOVED us though this process..... You all don't honestly understand what a HUGE part of this journey you have been. It's so amazing to me that I have had such support. At a time in my life where my world has been rocked... God brought to me the most firm foundation of support and love from everyone. He gave me a peace that surpasses all understanding, he brought friends and family in my life that have encouraged me and helped me so much, God has met EVERY and I mean every need of mine since the day we arrived. And I ask myself....... How or why do I every doubt God? Why fear the unknown, when God knows all.... He has my life and Paislyns life all figured out and he is a WONDERFUL person to have it all figured out. Paislyns journey does not end here...... Paislyn has and always will have Congenitial Heart Disease. Her heart has been "fixed".... But her future will always have heart doctors involved :) I BELIEVE God has such amazing plans for my girl. Paislyn has developed a LOVE for Doctors and "doing bitals" on everyone, listening with her "telescope" to everyone's hearts and she says she wants to be a Doctor when she grows up :) well I can't tell you how amazing it would be to have a doctor like Paislyn with a testimony like she does. She can help fix children and tell them about the love, grace, and mercy of Jesus as she does :) God has transformed me throughout Paislyns journey..... I said when Paislyn was 6 weeks old, " If this is what it took for me to fall flat on my face and see and experience Jesus in a way I had never before than every moment of this journey has been worth it. " God is how I've gotten through this.......... My little baby who was not breathing on her own , oxygen levels falling into the 60's and they told me wouldn't survive her 1st open heart surgery...... Is a BEAUTIFUL, SMART, STRONG, SPUNKY, LOVING, 2 and a half year old with an oxygen level in the mid and high 90's!!!!!! :) that is GOD! She is nothing short of a miracle and I am beyond blessed to be her mommy :)
The nurses came into our room the other day when the superheroes where here at the hospital..... They asked Paislyn which one was her favorite superhero....... Her response was ..." My mommy is my favorite superhero." We all just looked at her , me fighting back tears of course :) She's never said anything like that before, but what she doesn't know is that she is and will forever be MY FAVORITE SUPERHERO ;)

We are going HOME!!!!! Praise the LORD!!!!! :) LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. "   Jeremiah 29:11

Today I got a pretty amazing surprise :) I got the greatest FaceTime call :) Today there was an amazing group of people who gathered together and had Team Paislyn T-shirts made and they walked in the 5k Color Blaze in Lima for my baby girl. My friend Shanda kept trying to FaceTime me and of course it was having trouble connecting..... But when it finally connected and I saw them all I immediately started crying. It took me by surprise and brought me such joy at the same time :) I couldn't believe all of those wonderful friends of mine came together to do something so selfless for my baby girl. I cry thinking about all the people who love Paislyn..... At how many people Paislyn has touched...it truly is incredible to me. I want to thank everyone that came and walked or ran for Pay today , I love you all soooo much and appreciate you all more than you know. It's so amazing how God has used each one of you in our lives and what a blessing each one of you are to me! You are all very special and loving people! I hope God blesses each one of you like you all have blessed me! Paislyn kept watching the video of all of you all saying " We love you Aubrey and Little Miss Miracle" over and over again saying "Go miracle" lol :)
On a totally different note....... I was thinking today, which you have lots of time to do in a hospital ha ha about how much God has worked in my life in the last 3 years. I was sitting talking to a heart mom in the playroom by myself today and as we were talking I said, " It's not really like me to just talk to people like I have been, Paislyn has really made me come out of my shell a lot." We'll for all of you that know Paislyn she is a people person and talks to everyone:) she played with like 5 new kids today in the playroom and I know God gave her the gift of loving and socializing with others for a reason..... However I was not given that gift :) Paislyn acts like my mom for All of you that no my mom haha they Are social butterflies :) but it made me sit back and think...... Of where I am now compared to where I was when Paislyn was first born... I wasn't strong enough to even stay alone in Paislyns room all night with her for her first surgery and sometimes now I look at the things I am doing and think wow thank you God for working in me to make me the strong mommy I need to be. I am more able to talk to people about Paislyn and other families and I know it's how God has worked in my life. He has given me a confidence in him and myself as a mommy of the most beautiful little girl who has Congential Heart Disease. Paislyns "special heart" has opened a lot of doors for me to meet a lot of "special people". I have been surrounded with so many heart families and friends and my family for support it is truly overwhelming at times. I mean do I really deserve all of this love and support??? It doesn't feel like it at times but WOW :) it's pretty awesome to see and feel! I can say this.... I am the most BLESSED mommy in the world to the most beautiful Paislyn, I have the MOST INCREDIBLE mom and dad and entire family, the greatest Pastor and church family, the most amazing workplace, the most thoughtful friends, and the most amazing heart families and I am so excited about the peace I feel and the place my life is headed..... And all the glory goes to The Lord!!!  I love all of you!! Thank you for coming along side me in this journey!

We're back?????

I'm not exactly sure how I feel at this moment..... Sad, worried, confused, happy, safe, secure, scared, angry........ Lots of emotions in my heart tonight. Five days ago I brought Paislyn home from Motts Children's Hospital thinking it would be the LAST time we would have to see or spend the night at that hospital...... Well we're back. Last night Paislyn was doing this little shallow breathing thing, she had done it before in the hospital so I thought It was  just due to her chest hurting for surgery. Well this morning she was doing it again and was crying.... I asked her to take deep big breaths for me and her answer was.... " mommy I can't breathe"..... Something you never want to hear your child say :( I ran her down stairs and then straight to the ER. Her oxygen saturations were in the 60's and 70's ... Not good at all. They immediately started doing chest X-rays and Iv's and giving Pay oxygen..... My world was falling apart at that moment. Is this really happening right now??? They called Michigan and got a plan together that I felt comfortable with.... They were going to intubate her so she was getting good enough breath which I was okay with.... I then heard them say life flight?? Paislyn needed to be life flighted to Michigan? My heart was breaking.... Why was this happening? Paislyn was perfectly fine a couple days ago .... Well here's what happened Paislyn has accrued a huge amount of fluid around her right lung. So much that she was not breathing correctly. They couldnt bring a helicopter because of the weather so they brought a U of M jet to get my baby. I wasn't allowed to ride with her which almost gave me a panic attack but was so blessed that my Pastor Randy Davis was going to sit with Paislyn until she left so I could get headed to Michigan. Pastor Randy not only sat with Paislyn but followed her to the airport and took pictures and comforted her when I wasn't there! I am so blessed by him! My family was right by my side and we headed to Michigan to meet my airborne lady! When they arrived They inserted a chest tube and TONS of fluid came out! I can't believe all what was in my baby's chest :( I felt guilty I didn't take her in sooner ........ I am so blessed that we are at U of M though... It's an incredible hospital :) but my heart is heavy.... I can't say there is much harder then to watch your child hurt, it hurts in ways you didn't know we're possible. As I watch my beautiful blessing laying on the table with a vent breathing for her it brings tears to my eyes. Tonight I have went to the place of why..... Why does my sweet little girl who has already been through so much have to continuing to feel pain and hurt? It's not fair....yes, I went there...but I can't stay there. I know why God has allowed Paislyn to go through what she has and I'm so thankful for everyone who is praying for Paislyn and who loves her so much and who have honestly walked this journey right along with us. It's been tough and although we've had a little set back I know Paislyn will OVERCOME and come out even better than she was before.... The world better watch out for Paislyn Nicole because God has plans for her that even I can't comprehend. Paislyn told me that " Jesus sat beside her during her surgery" and I know he hasn't left her side. I've cried a lot today, but tomorrow will be a better day :) I have a lot to smile about :) thank you all for continuing to pray for Pay... You don't know how much the encouraging words, messages, txt, phone calls mean.... God has placed you all in our lives for a reason. I'm not giving up, I'm fighting this fight with my baby girl and we WILL get through this:) she's my inspiration and I love her more than anything in this entire world..........please listen to Lord I Need You by Matt Maher... It's gotten me through a lot and is my cry to The Lord.....

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Mothers Day:)

Happy Mothers Day to all the mommies out there! I had a GREAT Mother's Day today. I wouldn't of changed a thing. My baby girl got me a pink coffee mug that said " Mom you Rock" and a very sweet card, also ( from my parents) a picture frame with our picture in it and candy and a sweet card, I got an Oragami Owl necklace from my mom and dad, and a beautiful heart necklace from my sister and brother in law! I was BEYOND BLESSED! The best gift of all was seeing my sweet Paislyn walk and play with her cousins today. As exhausted as I am I was so happy and excited to see her just WALK! I can't believe she had open heart surgery 4 days ago!!!! This journey has been crazy..... I look back at my blog from Pays last surgery and ya my life was different.... Different dynamics than this time around but it's crazy how God shows up on the scene of my life right when I need him. No matter the trial big or small God is there. I can't imagine going through a harder time in my life than i am right now and I want everyone to know....... I FEEL PEACE...peace that only comes from my Heavenly Father...peace that God has filled my heart with.

Today Paislyn has gotten her central chest tube removed, she also got her pacer wires removed. She is no longer hooked up to an IV, however she still has her IV in her neck so they can draw blood instead of poking her. Paislyn has walked for the first time today , and walked ALOT! She has played in the play room today for a long time with her cousins and smiled a lot today. She also has eaten a little bit today which is awesome! God is so good!! Pay is still very sore which is to be expected duh... Lol but I still hate seeing her hurt:( she is being such a big girl though and I am beyond proud of her! WE ARE ALMOST DONE!!!!! Almost done with the last surgery:) it's a feeling I can't explain :) good things are ahead in mine and Paislyns life...... I feel a peace about what God is trying to do In my life and ready for where he leads us! I couldn't be a happier or prouder momma today on Mother's Day! I have so much to be thankful for :) my baby girl is my world, and the best gift I have ever been given was on August 24th 2010 when I was given the gift of being a mommy :) please keep praying for a smooth recovery!!! :) love my lady!

I am one happy momma! Actually let me rephrase that ....... I am one BLESSED momma! God has shown me time and time again that when we rely completely on him and put our trust completely in him he will always provide. And he has provided a miracle in my sweet Paislyn. I have so many feelings in me but the most overwhelming one is THANKFULNESS:) I am so thankful that this is Paislyns last open heart surgery! WE ARE DONE!! As Paislyns surgeon came out to tell us she was done I couldn't hold back the tears..... We had done it, we have climbed the huge mountain that always seemed to big to even think about going over and it was that moment of relief and thanksgiving....God had brought my baby through not one, not two, but three open heart surgeries! As I sit back and think about the day when the doctor told me that my almost 3 week old baby probably wouldn't survive Her first surgery and see how far we have come I have only 3 words to say.......GOD IS GOOD! We've been given a gift, well many gifts through out this journey..... I have the most amazing little girl a mom could ask for, these amazing doctors have "fixed" my babies heart so she is able to live a full life, but my most important gift is this.... I have encountered God in a way that I would have never been able to if I had not been on this journey. God has made me fall flat on my face and put all my trust in him more times than I was ever prepared for. I have learned that Gods love and grace and mercy is more than we will ever need. He tells us if we fully rely and trust in him he will provide for our needs and wow he has done that for me!!!! Even in the small things God is there..... I can't tell you how happy my heart is!

Today Paislyn is doing great! She is not even 24 hours post op and she has been on the regular Peds floor since 11:30 this morning! She has been such a trooper:) late last night she got her vent(breathing tube) removed and this morning she got her folly (catheter) removed, her arterial line, and her IV that went straight to her heart :) She is suppose to get another one removed tomorrow :) I am so thankful for how well she has done! She was really thirsty and drank lots of water and apple juice but other than that she has pretty much just rested all day today, which is good :) She's such a strong little girl! I LOVE her so much! Thanks again for everyone's prayers! Continue to please pray peace over the "hospital stay" with our circumstances but I know God has that in his hands too :) I am a very thankful, happy, and Blessed Mommy :)

A Mommy's Heart

I'm going to start out by saying I TRUST GOD!!!!! But tonight my heart hurts ...... I am overwhelmed to think about my sweet Paislyn Nicole going through another open heart surgery on Thursday. I look into her beautiful big brown eyes and I couldn't love someone or something more than I do that little girl. She has changed my life more than I ever thought it could. I know there is so much prayer over Paislyn and we couldn't be more BLESSED to have friends and family who love us so much and who have supported us in so many ways. I am so thankful tonight for the doctors who are able to "fix" my baby girls heart and I'm so thankful that we will be at one of the best hospitals. I just am not looking forward to handing my sweet baby girl over...... Although Paislyns heart is not perfect anatomy wise it is perfect in my eyes.... She has the sweetest most loving heart. In the moments where she is playing and just looks up and says, " Mommy I love you so much" or when I am getting ready in the morning and she says, " Mommy you are beautiful" or when all she wants to do is sing "God of Angel Armies" or read " Jonah in the whales belly" in her Bible, or when I asked her if she wanted to bring her Dora book to the hospital the other day and she said, " No mommy I just want to bring my Bible.... It's those moments that take my breath away. Paislyn is such a beautiful little girl inside and out. She loves EVERYONE and is such a love bug. God is going to use her for BIG things someday, I am sure of it!!! But for right now...... Inside my "mommy heart" I'm struggling...... I'm being very honest and I'm overwhelmed at what all is going on in my life and thinking about my baby girl in surgery kills me. But this is what I KNOW.........God watched over my tiny 6 week old Paislyn in her first open heart surgery, He watched over my chunky 7 month old Paislyn in her second open heart surgery and WILL watch over my sweet and spunky 2 year old in her third open heart surgery! I am asking that everyone please keep flooding heaven with prayers for my baby girl and for peace in my heart :) I know everything will be ok and God has this all in control! I am trusting him with all things and especially my little girl! I ended my night putting my baby girl to bed and her asking me to sing God of Angel Armies with her........ I'm not sure it gets much sweeter......

As you are praying for Paislyn please join me in praying for baby Christian as he will be having his second open heart surgery the same day as Paislyns, please lift up his parents Hunter and Ashly Pauly as their hearts feel just like mine. Christian is an adorable and sweet little boy and God will protect him through his journey as well! I can't wait to meet this family someday! They are pretty amazing!!

Thank you all for everything you have done...So many people have Blessed me during this process in ways I do not deserve. You are all truly amazing and again I don't know where we would be with out the constant prayer from everyone. Thank YOU for PRAYING FOR PAISLYN :) She will always be my LITTLE MISS MIRACLE :)

"Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe."  Psalm 61:1-3

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"God of Angel Armies"